Before I go onto that, I just want to state that I removed a lot of in-active people that I have watched off my list. And I also got kind of lost in removing some of them, so I hope I didn't remove my friends.

Speaking of them, I just want to vent. I'm alone right now with no one to talk to, so here it is..

You know when you have a decent amount of friends, get along with them, and they still somehow drift away? That's how I feel. I've lost more friends than I can keep. I usually sit alone at school in the side-lines as one of my so-called "friends" is a disgusting pervert that just.. disturbs me.

My family life isn't very good, either. I can't get along with my mother. Sometimes I don't even think about her AS my mother, just someone that is annoying I have to deal with for another year.

I haven't seen my father in ages. Literally so many years that I can't even remember the last time I even saw his face. Don't get me wrong. He was a good, kind-hearted father, but he just didn't try. So I just stopped contacting him, as I felt every time I went over there, I was just one of their "free babysitters".

I have about five sisters, but one I only know good enough. My sister used to be my idol, but somehow she's just a snotty know-it-all that expects that I could do as best as her. She doesn't get that I'm not like her, or could get a freaking masters degree in economics. I just don't like her anymore... I made her cry twice when I had to visit up-state because of my grandmother's funeral..

Speaking of my grandparents, I loved them more than I actually loved my parents. So losing my grandmother was just heart-breaking... and, well, I do love my grandfather, but he just doesn't spend time with me anymore, just like my real biological father..

Though, in a year, I hope things lighten up. I'm moving to live with my boyfriend and his family. Just so I can't be alone anymore, and so that the demon living with me doesn't take over my conscious and sanity.

Well, there you go. I hope it wasn't too hard of a vent, and there's lots of information that is left out, so please don't assume anything..

Cheers.